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gravydreams asked:

hey, read your post. I had a point where I was feeling the same way. although it may sound like a cliche or whatever, don't worry about living up to anyone's standards. don't go about life looking for friendships or even caring if they don't work out. live for you. enjoy yourself and the friends will come. if you see that you're putting all the effort into the friendship/relationship/etc & seeing nothing in return then stop. not worth wasting time over. keep your head up. have fun. love life. (:


Honestly that’s what I’ve been trying to do for the longest I just wanna be happy with my own surroundings but I’m not even happy with myself sometimes , I feel like I’m going insane sometimes, and maybe it’s because I haven’t smoked in a long time but my anxiety levels are really bad sometimes I panic for no reasons and I’m crying for nothing like literally , btw I miss you man your personality is deff missed right here !

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It’s like no matter what you do it seems like people never really appreciate anything about you , I feel like I’m at a lost again when I felt like I had everything figured out . It makes me sad to think that all my friends have been ignoring me and pushing me away and it’s not because they busy .. But just because . What did I do to make you push me away ? Why is that I try to better things out , people seem to not care and adventure off. I’m tired of being alone and having to wait for a relationship with someone that will never happen, we all have a love of our lives at this point but it sucks to have that person not love us back , I’m not trying to get any feedback form anyone but I do hope people stop and listen to what I have to say cause I’m sure I’m not the only one going through something as small like this, i wanna hear how some of you deal with it and maybe it can help me , life is stressful especially when your alone.

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